Febuary, 24, 2010

This is my second time writting on my blog but OH WELL! My youngest sister got admited into the hospital today. I hope she is doing okay. I was kind of dissapointed in my father tho cause he started disputing with my step mom in the hospital room. (which i thought was VERY unperfessional) I want to go back to school SO bad, (I dropped out). I would honestly have to say dropping out of highschool was one of the worst mistakes of my life. I wish i would have never done it. There are so many people who ask me why would i drop out?? I really had no say in it. My parents were fighting so bad that i just got so overwhelmed with everything that i had to drop out. I couldnt take life anymore. But that was in november that i did that. It has been a few months now and i am still drowning in depression a huge pool of it. I want my old life back, with my old friends. I want to be a kid again and do kid things, like go to football games, and drive around with friends. But lately i feel like i have lost everyone. My dad is so consumed with his divorce and his life, and my boyfriend has alot on his plate too. I just feel like standing on the edge of a mountain and screaming. Screaming until someone looks, maybe someone will listen...

My first blog

Well this is my first time posting on my blog. I dont have the slightest clue what to write about.. The weather? The telivision? Breakfast? Yes i know these are random topics but do you have any better? So the weather is beautiful in my opinion. a nice cool breezy day.... The television? Idk what im watching but it looks stupid. And breakfast? Biscuts and gravey...... So here is my start to a wonderful enjoyable normal blog..